15:15

 Dear self,

No. I’m not being here to complain you but I’m here to let you know that I love you so much. No matter what, you always be with me through my up and down since day 1. You protect my soul,you wipe my tears and you draw my smile. I’m sorry for being super hard to you. I’m expecting so much from you. I want you to be like others,I want you to make people happy, I want you to look great but I forget about what actually you felt. 

You know what,you did very great! I remember the day that you told yourself that you don’t wanna cry again in 2020, but the fact now you even can’t count how many time you cried. You control your felling to much,but sometime you express it to much.

Dear online diary,

I pour all my feelings here so that I can look back in present how strong am I back then.

Ainur, I’m proud of you! 

-Ainur 2020.